Sri Phoenix Tattoo (colorized for effect)

Today’s very significant Libra Full moon was mentioned in The Astrological Pele report for this week to be associated with the Phoenix- interestedly enough I had this major bird tattooed on my back just 2 days ago. It has taken on a live of it’s own since it’s coming into being, and calls itself the  ‘Sri’  – He/She is an  Androgenous Divine Male/Female Entity-  A Sacred Vehicle of Light, This  Phoenix Garuda Spirit Bird  has informed me of all this  through a consciousness grid portal opening within me, the Higher aspect of Being, awakening.  Within this Soul Group as WE.

As Easter Sunday approaches and we reflect on the meaning of this time, this Full Moon, it is fitting to take a brief glimpse into one of the symbols of resurrection- :A universal symbol of the sun, rebirth, resurrection and immortality, this legendary red- purple  “fire bird” was believed to die in its self-made flames periodically (each hundred years, according to some sources) then rise again out of its own ashes (some say after three days) –  Linked to the worship of the fiery sun and sun gods such as Mexico’s Quetzalcoatl, it was named “a god of Phoenecia” by the Phoenician. To alchemists, it symbolized the the destruction and creation of new forms of matter along the way to the ultimate goal: the philosopher’s stone.

Phoenix is pregnant with meaning. While most of us know the fiery bird is known to represent rebirth~

~The name of this mythical bird comes from Greek, meaning red, purple. Corresponding with this Greek myth, Phoenix is an oracular bird, which can periodically burn up and then regenerate from it’s own ashes. It’s the symbol of immortality by resurrection.

Where the fire comes in with the phoenix is in reference to ancient cultures thinking of the sun as flaming out at the end of the day and emerging or rising the next.

It is  considered the phoenix  image as a symbol of the resurrection of the  Cosmic Christ and  our own subsequent rebirth as a result; representing being born again and beginning a new way of life.

The Phoenix is an alchemical symbol. It has to do with the operations of alchemy which lead to the making of the philosophers  stone. It is a chemical property of matter that is observed during  alchemical reactions.

She/He   is said to live for 500 years. When it grows tired, it builds a nest of aromatic twigs and magical herbs, and then sets fire to itself to be consumed in the funeral pyre of its own making. After three days, the phoenix would arise from the ashes, reborn. According to Egyptian legend, it carries the embalmed ashes of its previous incarnation to Heliopolis, the city of the sun. The Egyptian phoenix was said to sing sweetly, and to dazzle with its plumage of gold and scarlet and purple.

The legend of the This Magical bird being  can be simply interpreted to mean that the end is only the beginning.

I have envisioned this time , 2012 being a kind of rebirth  and time of my own personal resurrection and renewal  for some time, cosmically knowing this time would come-  I somehow knew in 2012 I would get a merge with the Phoenix entity somehow.  However, I had no idea that I would get a tattoo of this image in my powerful visions ~ (www.autumnskyemorrison.com)  Beautiful Being- wonderful Artist, Skye Morrison designed it-   I  contacted  her about  gracing me with a  tattoo last September, it took a while  to get an appointment-   then she wrote me just days ago to say she was ready for me-  I found it amazing she  would have an opening right at this pivotal   time of year,  I knew it would be birthed sometime in 2012 for sure, but had no idea how or when, and then here it finally is!    So here it  has come forth just in time  for the Easter resurrection full moon weekend!

After getting the image literally burned  into my skin, during those 3 hours of  searing flame pain-  I felt the sacred  fire of the Phoenix burning through every aspect of my Being.  Moving this purifying flame inside me to burn away the dross of a live not  yet fully lived.

When I meditated the next day after being graced by this Magical Bird Being- I knew it deeply and completely as if it was a part of me, in fact it is ME~

This is my Higher Self aspect I call ‘SRI’  He/She the Inner Self Androgenous ME- The Sri Raja-Rani- the Fully Realized Light Body Merkabah- this is where the Yin  and Yang principles reunite. Sacred Masculine/Divine Feminine as ONE.

This is truly what I am becoming after the hatching out of the cocooning ~ This is the higher meaning of why this came to be the way it did, so magically- Phoenix rising out of the ashes of the formal me, the lower self, the ego/mind-pain/body me.

Now rising into the Highest Aspect of the Om Spirit ME-  The Jewel in the Lotus.  My True Self Raja-Rani~  The merged Male/Female Entity I AM becoming in this resurrected state of the New Reality.   Hard to believe but no doubt my inner truth being presented to me through meditations, visions, Inner and outer sources, coming to me, showing me, awakening with me this OM Spirit within of the Atman, the SUN within.

WE are all experiencing our own version of this resurrection right now- flow with it, open to the Phoenix and spread your wings and soar!

Finished Tattoo with the final colors and magic touches!

Do you ever  feel that there is a group of Beings  on the planet, that you are supposed to meet, and do some  great spiritual work  together ?

I often feel I am part of this magnificent Group MIND or Planetary Consciousness  that  is forming and Masterminding  as ONE Collective Group Soul – as We tap into the Ankahkarana- the Rainbow bridge- and come together as a Soul Monad- I often see this Soul group Monad as being groups of 12.

I am always moving. consciously towards this Soul Group of Kindred Spirits in higher Dimensions and in this 3-D reality as well.  I feel drawn to Spiritual Community and some group synergy showing up in my life here in 3-d  for real!      I still don’t give up on having this manifest, and just move closer to refining my mind and what is showing up of my vision.   I just wonder how others out there experiencing this desire for Soul Partners to carry out the Divine Mission together.   How do you see this Soul Grouping happening?

For some it could be a different type of feeling all together, more like a kind of singularity or  it could be that the group could be  just  you, and one other person, or several people, who are all on your frequency. You sense each other’s presence. They may be other aspects of your soul wanting to come together.  The Internet has been instrumental in bringing soul groups together.

But this feeling goes beyond the Internet. It is a feeling in your soul, you sense these people, often living in areas not near your home.

The people who share our journeys vary as we learn and move on.  I have so much enjoyed over the past 5-6 years being on different ning sites, social networks and of course facebook to interact with other Soul Family, and I have met a few that I feel are definitely part of my group Monad, but it is never possible to meet up in person really.  But I do believe and feel that it  is time to meet them, and they too are in readiness, synchronicity will reunite  US . You must feel this tugging in your soul as  I do.

Many of US  want to have some magical metaphysical adventures, but we  have no free time  or extra money to do things with- work, school, family, or other obligations fill up our  time.

When you are ready, you will make time, and it will be amazing. You need amazing in your life.  I have a vision of Masterminding with my Soul group more and more lately I feel an intense call to meet together with other of my Soul Mate-    I know they are feeling it too-  it is really tugging on my Heart- because this is happening  so powerfully within me- I know it is soon to be manifesting, I can feel it as if it is here already.

There is nothing more fun that meeting Kindred Spirits  on the same path….you speak the same language…often the written word is not needed. You realize that you are going through something together that will make you more aware when you are finished…like taking a voyage.

If you sense these  Kindred Souls….just relax your mind and body…clear your thoughts….see yourself as a beacon of light….send out a message…they will hear you.

They may come in to help with healing and clearing, or for something beyond.

WE  will recognize each other and move forward.

You never know who may show up.  I am putting it together for US to call the Masterminding Wisdom of each our own inner guidance to pull us together with intention through us all consciously using the Divine laws of attraction.

 Let US be prepared  and Attract  our Collective Soul Group to US ~ Enivisioning and holding this frequency with the Mastermind Consciousness-

Raise our vibration to the highest note you can resonate at.   Think and experience only our highest vision and dream outcome, feeling the wonder and joy of what that would be like.  Imagine always what you truly desire.  Nothing less.

Direct our consciousness using your higher centers Heart chakra/High Heart chakra, Third Eye chakra and our crown chakra creating a directed Trinitized form of a Unified Chakra.  Using your own melody of energetic rays.  Tune int, feel and participate in matching these  frequencies that are rejuvenating and harmonizing within  the system and  holding  the  Divine Mother energy  -

Visualize – We as a Collective Soul Monad are  holding up the highest Feminine BALANCE for this -  As the “Sacred Masculine”/’God’  integrates within the Whole – the two swirl together as ONE beautiful new vision, a new virtual reality- the creation of every dream- visualize this dream daily, imagine it in detail…..bring in all aspects to this new world that has heart and meaning for you and your Soul.    It is happening for real!   WE created this Manifestation through our Collective thoughts, minds and visions through the Divine Laws of Attraction. So be it!  So it is!

I have  had a vision, for a lifetime it seems,  of a New way of Being and Living in our True Self  honoring our connection to  God.

For over 30 years I have  been guided to be a part of creating a Spiritual Community  where this vision could become a reality ~ over those years I have done so much towards preparing for it  and gone down many paths obtaining the skills needed to manage an Ashram,  in hopes of one day  manifesting this dream.  In 2005 I created my first website called ‘Innerworld’ where I attempted to put it all together and share the visions I had been having about the new communities of enlightened living.  I have always  dreamt of living in a truly spiritual  community, Temple or Ashram of awakened or enlightened living where we all  can live, share, teach, work, play  and celebrate our love of the Divine together.

satchidananda-ashram Temple- Yogaville VA

Traditionally an Ashram is a retreat from the outside world to take on a monastic life led by Guru.   My vision of the Ashram of Awakening is similar as it is a retreat from the ‘outer’ reality, offering a place of spiritual reprieve and inner reflections.  Home, job and Church as Paramahansa Yoganada said about his Spiritual community ideal.

Within this particular practice  and  path of Spiritual Awakening, the idea of  following a  ‘Guru’ is transformed into the inner knowing the “guru” is the Higher Self within.   This is no religion or Spiritual tradition, only the path to our innerworld and personal relationship to Source- our inner  knowing.  In this New age, we all have the ability to reach our Istha Devata ( our ideal form of GOD)  through the path of “direct connect”, which will be more defined during our  group Satsang and daily Sadhana (spiritual practices)

This  Satsang we will be  practicing at  our proposed Ashram  which  hopefully will be in Ashland, Oregon  will bring us closer to our personal Divine Union and connection to the Heart – through focus and concentrated thought.

Satsang is a Sanskrit word meaning “in the company of the wise,” originally conceived as a devotional service inspired by the ancient yogic tradition. Satsang is led by an individual  from the group who provides directions for the ceremony and offers a brief talk  or sharing on their experience of yoga and the awakening.  Being open to all spiritual paths, and walks of life.

Merging together our inner and outer lifestyle into a vibration of living at a higher frequency, sharing and supporting each other to manifest the New Earth vision and Dream.

There is a wonderful eclectic spiritual ‘feel’ in  Ashland.   I spent  2 years there in  1996-1998 and then back again for a month in 2010- I feel there   is a  true vibrant, all-inclusive, spiritual community in Ashland-  committed to raising consciousness, transforming lives, and healing the planet, one person at a time. So I feel a powerful  draw to create this vision there, in this wonderful place in  Oregon, but I am open to other possibilities.

We will be  a non-denominational, interfaith  Ashram  that honors all people, religions, and cultures.

After the past 2 1/2 years  since leaving behind my former life-  spending time at  the Ashram in Northern California, going on a spiritual journey  to Bali and taking  this time  in seclusion here in Canada BC, I feel ready to go back to the States and manifest this vision-  that the time has come for this dream to finally come true!  God seems to be  pushing  me outer to make it  real!

I am looking for  a few select  spiritually  evolved  Souls  – Sistars and Brothers in the Light to join me in this manifestation  project. Please let me know  if you feel a calling  to be a part of an  Ashram lifestyle -  Contact me  here:
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Source is guiding us all so strongly nowadays in this – If you are feeling the urge to move with it, do it!  Jump into the new reality and come join us in this vision.   so I am certain  that there will be something  wonderful manifesting – where a group of us can live in commitment to the Awakening- this time between this Spring and December 21st is the critical  time to come together in community to manifest the Dream.

I invite Kindred Souls to join together  in this. Contact me for more details

Namaste,
jewel rhajarani

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As I connect into the Inner Realms, I invoke a full heart Awakening for thyself and  the entire Soul Group.  I feel and know this is what WE  have been seeking, and to long for it is not enough for US  anymore.  To experience  a full heart merger with the Beloved, was  the great Sufi Poet, Rumi’s greatest wish. That time is upon us and WE cannot hold it back any more.

For US  this is what ‘True Love’ really is.  The awakening of the Heart, fully in totality.  To be at one with the Cosmic Christ and  the Divine Feminine as they  come into perfect Union in our heart within.  I have yearned for this day for what seems an eternity.
Yet, I am still in the human form of a 57 year old woman in Canada, nursing my good friend in his illness for this past 10 days or so.   Taking care of little doglets and doing mundane work on the internet.   Why is this reality and the one I see in my visions so different, I ask?  Why is this in between stage so drawn out?

The Divine Union is upon US no doubt, and the old reality is losing it’s foothold.   The ego self is in resistance to the upgrade for sure, and the lower mind is spinning out of control about now.   So many of us want this, yet intellectualizing about it, giving lip service to it is one thing, and living the experience of it is quite another.

For about 2 hours a day in the quiet of my meditation space I connect to this Oneness experience and let all else go.  The Cosmic Christ and the Great Mother Sophia~ ( or the many other names that she IS)   are merging into Divine Union  within me, within all of US on a grander  scale.  WE are coming into this Full Heart Awakening.  Many have no idea what is going on, and for the unawares masses it can even be painful.

For me it is a deep longing and a desire, and at the same time a deep fulfillment of my Soul’s True Purpose.  Yet, this inbetween time is a test for us all no doubt.

We all are seeking that Balance, Harmony and Divine Connectedness in our daily lives with the Cosmic Christ and the Divine Feminine. It is time to get fully committed to do whatever we can to participate in ways to be in complete alignment with this Full Heart Awakening of 2012. Whatever WE must do to awaken is now, the time is near.

WE are   The Diamond Heart of the Jewel in the Lotus, the time is upon US to Re-Member, the Transcendental Object at the end of time as Terrence McKenna spoke of this that many of us are experiencing – is here, WE are IT.   The Heart is the MotherShip.

jewel rhajarani  Feb 18th 2012

“The minute I heard my first love story,
I started looking for you, not knowing
how blind that was.
Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere.
They’re in each other all along.”
― Rumi, The Illuminated Rumi

Several years ago I took a meditation course from the Brahma Kumaris Sisterhood.  I enjoyed  the 6 week meditation class and the Raja Yoga teachings, and got alot out of it, even to this day, I am grateful for their teachings and for the Sister in Eugene that taught the class.    Of course, like with many of the other religions I have know and studied over the years,  I moved on  when I found out the whole teachings didn’t resonate with me.  However,  It did get me committed to a regular meditation practice after years of meditating rather sporadically.   I always remember what they taught about the “Confluence Age”  the time we are currently in.   The Diamond Age in which is a sliver of time inbetween two major epochs. (as mentioned below from the BK literature.)

The Significance of the present period
At present, we are undergoing through a critical phase in the history of mankind.  This is the period of the confluence of the ending phase of the Iron Age and the starting phase of the Golden Age. This is the most important of all epochs, called the Confluence Age, when God, the Highest Being, descends in this world to meet the human beings, His beloved children and gives the most precious boons of Redemption and Beatitude.

You understand that this is the age to become the most elevated human beings. There is the praise of becoming like a diamond. . This confluence age is the diamond age. Satyug is the golden age. You know that this confluence age is even better than heaven; this birth is like a diamond. There is praise of the land of immortality.  The most auspicious confluence age is a diamond, satyug is gold, and treta (silver age) is silver. You can explain that it is only at the confluence age that you become deities from human beings. They make a rosary of 8 jewels and place a diamond in the middle. There is the show of the confluence age. The confluence age is like a diamond. There is the value of a diamond at the confluence age.(BK information. www.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brahma_Kumaris_World_Spiritual_University)

As I mentioned I didn’t continue with the Brahma Kumaris teachings, although  some of  it was a good teaching for me~ I really got the inner truth of the message  and  my Soul understood the deeper meaning of what Baba was trying to convey.  Just as I understand parts of the Jehovah’s witnesses belief’s and ideas, when I tried to become a JW right out of my teens- I felt the Truth in parts of it-  about what this New System is going to be like. It’s like my Soul really understands all religions and spiritual paths on some level, even if I can never commit to that way of seeing and being with GOD  exclusively.  I even love parts of the Catholic religion.  The pomp and ceremony.

When I spent 3 months at the Expanding Light, Ananda Ashram, some of it resonated and I learned  and applied that  of it to my world of inner spiritual experience and understandings.  So much of my learning is an eclectic melting pot of the Many in ONE-   Hinduism, New Age, yoga, Buddhism, Tantra, Shamanism and all the other paths I have studied along the journey thrown in for good measure, a little of this and a little of that,  OH for the Love of God~ what a long strange trip  it has been!   I guess you could say I am- or  have been sort of a Religion and Spirituality Junkie!  I have enjoyed it and wouldn’t have done it any other way…it was a full, well rounded education in God. Now I have polished and honed the ‘Jewel’ of my essence and  now only require the “Direct Connect: method.  Certainly not depending on Guru, or  Minister, Spiritual Leader to show me what I need to do anymore that’s for sure!   It is truly like have Wi-Fi full time to Source.    I actually finally  feel it is has all been worth every bit of it- I am really, really, truly  graduating – the pay off being merging with God for REAL!

Today in my meditation practice, I so deeply  felt it. The crunch when Coal becomes Diamond , right inside my own DNA~  Sitting in the very end of that tiny  ‘sliver’ of time between a HUGE transformation.   I just felt myself wanting so badly to just jump off that cliff into the New Dimension.  I could see it-smell it……feel it….but I could still open my eyes in my meditation space, seeing the view out the window, and feeling this old body I am hanging  out it.

Have you ever recalled those magical moments before  a major event happened in your life?   Right before giving birth- or meeting the love of your life?

Those minutes right before you got that perfect job, or found the house of your dreams?

This is what I am feeling now in meditation.   It is almost a angst, or inner knowing that something is about to occur that will change my life forever.

It has been 4 days now since the full moon.  4 days since I truly experienced moving into the Portal.   It was so intense that the entire next day, I was  not able to  grasp what really happened, and actually took a fall to the lowest common denominator.  This was a powerful lesson  in keeping my vibration uplifted after a powerful innerworld experience such as that last one.  I had an 11 day buildup to that incredible Portal Opening/Full Moon ~ and it was was so worth it!   Now I am in the holding bay at the Portal opening awaiting  my turn to jump through.

I am excited, nervous, a bit scared of what is next I guess.   I can feel it in my whole Being,  the time of the end of the ‘Confluence Age’ is at hand.

“Remember the entrance door to the sanctuary is inside you.” – Rumi

Jewel Rhajarani  Feb 12th 2012

Moving into the Portal-  IN Ritual with this Incredible Sun/Moon fiery energy – Portal opening- Pushing into new Reality Field- Light of the Central Sun- Trigger Point Pineal DNA spiraling  towards the  Point of Light in the mind of GodHead.   Jewel in the Lotus- Diamond US ONE.

Leo/ Aquarius, Renewal~ Remembering. Through the field of right and wrong – beyond – as ONE together on the Grid.

Today is a milestone marker for me in this  Deepening  Journey to the Inner Light of the Central Sun. I feel life  has  once again brought  this being  to another Peak Experience of the Mountain climbing adventure to the God-Head.

My body purified by 11 days on the Master cleanse, I used my own form of Sacred Ritual along with the tools and Ally’s, the Alchemy of ‘The Portal’  essential oils, medicinal  plants, incense, white Roses, Crystals and Sacred Music of the Spheres, bought my Human brain, DNA and physical personage into the Golden Chariot of God once again, such an holy honor it is to say.
I went through the Portal for real- and into the Next Dimensional reality.

As if   WE are the MotherShip Crystalline Grid, where the very center, the Seat of Power is ‘The Jewel in the Lotus.  The Heart of the God Vehicle.

This state of purification with  the tools,  the gift of  Grace and Spiritual  Magic  -created total inner Soul  connection which  allowed  Divine Communion with the  Meta- I AM Avatar  Self in a wave of total ecstatic Union.

It  feels as if   a huge burden was lifted.  The fear of not knowing, and separation.

WE  sense a great relief of  the heart for all humanity, as if this happened for the entire global light  family.

So  back on the grid for one more hour and then I will have accomplished my part of the mission for this piece – up until this point anyway!  Happy Full Moon everybody   )